Writers Dreaming

7) I don’t have “total recall” of the events in my life. I remember huge events, but day to day events I don’t really remember to me everything is fuzzy. I even have to stop and think to try to remember what I wore yesterday. I think it all depends whether it is a good or bad thing to have “total recall”. For instance if you can have “total recall” on the events of your life, it can be bad because if you have experience bad events in your life that you do not want to recall but you have “total recall” it can definitely haunt you and stress you out. So to me I think it really depends on the person to really know if it’s bad or good to have a “total recall”. For me the events that are the clearest are my happy moments. Like going to Disneyland, traveling, road trips, afternoon prayers, etc. The events that are the fuzziest to me are bad moments. Usually when I experience bad events in my life I would put it in the back of my thoughts where it will disappear eventually and I don’t recall the events anymore.

9) I would listen to music to occupy my small mind. Music helps me, but it can also be a distraction as well. Usually everything is a big distraction for me. I would try to do anything to not continue or finished something I have yet to complete. If I feel that I’m slightly thirsty I would go to the kitchen and get a water bottle then I would feel slightly hungry and I would start making something. Also when I eat I would watch TV, so I would sit there and eat very slowly and enjoy watching shows. After a long period of time I would then force myself to start working and not procrastinate. For instance when I start to do my homework I would feel sleeping, so then I think to myself, “Hey let just take a 30 minute nap”. I would fall asleep and the next thing I know I would wake up and it’s nine o’clock!  So I start doing my homework, but then my parents call me down for dinner and so I would go have dinner with them, which usually consists of talking about our day, which it can take up to 30 minutes or an hour. So then around 10 something I would go back to my room and finish my homework. Sometimes I finish around 11 and sometimes around 12 something.

3)I do think that talking about something bad “gives them too much power” therefore I don’t talk behind another person’s back or gossip. I think by talking about it just result into chaos. I remember in middle school there was rumors going around about something, which if I think about it was kind of pointless and it turns out into a fist fight. To me those gossiping and talking about bad things give them too much power, which leads us to do bad things or become negative.